starting over

in the last few weeks i’ve moved out, filed for divorce, seen my freshman son off to college, tried new things, tried old things . . .

we’ve been married for 19 years – he’s a pastor – he hasn’t told anyone at church – it seems like he has no intention of doing so – i guess that’s his therapy

i’m sick and tired of being sick and tired – and obese –  don’t know what to do about it – am determined to figure it out

i don’t know what i believe – if i believe in god – or in anything else

i’m confused about a lot of things

as you might imagine

but optimistic about the future


~ by heidi on 16 September 2009.

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